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I remember that to know her in June this year.
At that time, we know when we upgrade. She gives me the first impression is pretty, very headstrong, very personality, belonging to the type I like. At that time she has a husband, like every day we can only chat with friends like that, quite to the chat. End hate is me. Later, they do not know what the reasons for divorce, and only for giving me this opportunity, so I walked together.
During that time, we have a copy of every day together. Before I knew her my life could be use decadent to describe, but only because silly I play game, but suddenly one day, I found that since the emergence of her, completely changed my life. I become stronger. In my bad mood, she would use to comfort me, and the difficulties encountered in my career, she encouraged me. I would like to thank god allow I met this kind of girl. Since the understanding of her, used to sleep 11:00 to get up, I was able to get up 7:00, get up fits thing is to go to the computer and then upgrade. As long as she likes to buy what I would give her, she did not fiesta Gold. I will take the initiative to help her buy it, as long as she happy, I feel very happy.
With the increase level of constant, inevitable days of fighting, so we also took part in the fighting. But my technique is really very poor PK each time to see she was killed when he was not going to help busy, can not protect her. I have tried numerous times to practice, but not the growth or the level of PK, I am really useless, and maybe I do not belong to the kind of role-based fighting it. However, any woman would like to see her own husband is so useless? Although she said nothing and slowly training technology, the further for her revenge, but I know, I am very disappointed with her, sad.
To get along over time, it is inevitable there will be little emotional friction. The injury to her because she is a friend making me angry, I am prepared to kill him, she refused. Thus began the cold war, the distance between us all of a sudden a lot of alienation. My heart really is painful to the extreme that he is found to depend on her so. The past few days do not know how they are to survive, and every day is to drink in addition to singing, playing cards. I return to a life of decadence. In this way would like to own nerve paralysis to prevent further pain from the heart. She thought I was in this way is strange, I created her. So I once again indirect harm to her. In fact, she misunderstood, I never blame her, I cam not blame my own to protect her in the game and can not giver her happiness, and I left to her is one of disappointment and wounded heart. I know now I am sorry she said no 10,000 spent. She called me tonight, and I did not then, we did not dare then, maybe she said that I dare not face her, because I brought her hurt too much. The silence can only hope that she will have been happy, silent prayer that she can forgive me.
My wife, I know you are hurt, in fact, I more hurt, you know? If god can give me a chance, I will not hurt you because my reason.
